Fast: Day 3

Weight: 125.0

I've decided rather then fasting for only 7 days, I'm going to fast until i reach 119 lbs. I'd really love to fast until 117, but we'll see :) I feel fantastic today. I have zero hunger pains, which was a whole different story yesterday. Last night, I was in agony trying to go to sleep. I remember looking at the clock at 4:43am ant thinking "Fuckkkk. I'm tired." But I made it through and dropped almost a whole'nother 2 lbs. On average I'm loosing 1.8 lbs per day and if I can keep this up, I'll be okay.


I'm still debating whether or not I want to do the Master Cleanse for 10 days after my fast, or stick to 300 calories of raw fruits and vegetables. I know that if I do the Master Cleanse, I'm only eating raw/organic fruits & veggies until my birthday. I want to weigh 112 on my birthday so bad... so, SO bad.


I didn't get the job at Bellingham Fitness. i really thought I had a shot, but oh well. Apparently i just wasn't what they were looking for in a receptionist. It only paid about $9 an hour, but the benefits would have been a free gym membership and free tanning. I'm okay though, because today I have an interview for a receptionist position at the Pacific Cataract and Laser Institute, which is way more my style, considering i'm going to school to be a "Medical" front office receptionist. They pay is way better, almost $15 an hour, but it's only part time. I'm on the hunt for places to have my internship this summer, so maybe if I don't get hired there, I can persuade them to consider me as an intern this summer. I know that I want to specialize in Obstetrics and Gynecology, but at this point in my life I'll be thankful for any position. Opthalmology is a fascinating field anyways. I won't be complaining there, at all.

Fast: Day 2

Weight: 126.8


Fuck the ABC. Queue 7 day fast as of yesterday.


After the fast I'm either going to do the 10-Day Master Cleanse or limit myself to raw fruits and veggies up to 300 calories per day until my birthday.